可爱的孩子

在脸书看见这孩子，是旧同事的侄子吧。这样的表情，一生可能就只有一次，错过了就只能留在记忆里。摄影的那位，可真是太棒 了！太可爱啦！

tomorrow. a better day to move on.

i have done my lip biopsy. hopefully the cut is the salivary gland we are looking for and not a fat tissue. else, i might need to undergo another cut again and im praying hard for not developing mucoceles due to the cut. finger cross.  today, my lips still numb and im not able to talk and chew. feel like having agelina jolin's lip but when i look at the mirror, everything looks normal. text my doc and he said it needs time for the numbness to go away. stay at home, be in the room, enjoying my drama series. i can't watch my favourite laugh out "Running Man" coz i cannot smile or laugh at all. sigh....  i have no expression at all today.

its been a while falling sick. 2 more weeks later im going back to see doc Kew. im still having gastric and i seriously hope that there's medicine to heal my ulcer. Hopefully she can treat me without undergo any surgery. and again finger cross. add oil stef. fighting alone is not scary as long as you believe tomorrow will be a better moment to move on. add oil. 

Merdeka workshop.

Merdeka! Merdeka! yes, is 31Aug2013.  Malaysia - 56th Birthday

Is a public holiday and of course everybody is lying & rolling on bed trying our best not to wake up so early. However, my workshop is on going in this public holiday. Stop rolling here and there, wake up lu~

so i wake up, preparing to bath. hoho!!! water le? y no water come out ?!!! not again~!!! aiz. luckily there's water downstair. water in selangor was being polluted. hence, water supply might be interrupted... okay... i decided to get myself some mineral water. worst come to worse, if cannot bath at least i have water to drink and brush teeth right. so i went to ss2 to look for mineral water... wow! all sold out! then i went tropicana mall. i saw people using trolling to load boxes and boxes of mineral water. i told myself, "i think i can get 1 box of mineral water gua." walked into BIG... mineral water all sold out. i can't even get 1 bottle to drink?! okay, since then, i turn myself to toiletry department. i bought detol wet tissue, Listerine, sanitizer and eye drop. was thinking, if there's no water to bath, at least i can use them to support my hygienic.. that's it, i know i will never get any mineral water in pj area in this "horrifying"  peak period haha. so i drove off to lrt and parked my car there. moving myself to KL. to my surprise, no one think of buying mineral water in lrt kioks...there's still alot. i bought 2 small bottle to quench my thirst. maybe later when i return from KL, i will get a box home.

Putting a mask up is a abnormal practice in Malaysia. yes, trust me, it is. Those unknown will stare at you with no purpose and scan you from top to toe like a ALIEN standing in front of them like that. Aiz. Just wanna protect myself 'jek', no need to scan me like that la.. annoying!

the workshop
i have been planning to attend this workshop long time ago. and finally i make it. i decided not to drive during this public holiday. Somemore, parking rate in KL is kinda shocking. Hence, i decided to take monorail - Jalan Imbi.

my favourite piece: i named it - the silent freedom

earing: nothing special. learning the basic skill to hook everything up. 

this thing looks very ah neh neh (indian). however, it looks good when you wearing it with plain dark colour singlet or t-shirt. i named it: the Persian twist.

There's only 2 of us in the workshop. im having so much fun doing my own bracelet, necklace and earings. these are the most basic skill to start doing jewellery design. i have fall in love in creating accessories. Planning to go for immediate class to learn more. hopefully i can do my own design one day.. hehe.

I have had a great Saturday and merdeka holiday ever. Happy =)
oh yea, i manage to buy 10 bottles of mineral water home. y din i buy 1 box? coz, ... is too heavy to carry a box of mineral water from lrt station to my car la... ~

Doc, im coming!

continuously updating your blog is not a simple task. true? yea, when u feel like lazy to type but to lay on the bed and sleep, this might be the best excuse not to update your blog - "im veli busy, veli veli tired!"

5 weeks passed. im still diagnosing what exactly happen in my body. Gastric, yea, i still having pain while eating. but recently i found out something weird, when only i eat Carbo, i get the pain, the rest seem fine. Am i recovering? im not pretty sure. But, i hope my soldier in my stomach are hardworking enough to fix the 2 little wound. medicine still on going for 1 month. hope everything will be okay. However, the scariest test is coming next week, where im having my mouth biopsy. doc told me after the little cut, i will not able to talk and eat like normal for a week!!! WHAT! FOR A WEEK!... and it is risky to do test where it gives side effects where some lump might grow inside your mouth which needed surgery to clear them off. but, if not doing the test, doc will never diagnose the exact sickness.. A double head knife is going to poke into my mouth soon!!! im afraid, im nervous, i don't wanna do this. but, i HAVE NO CHOICE!!!!

Anyway, anything happens, it happened. Accept, accept and accept. tiring dealing with all medical terms, medicine and docs. However, life must go on right? that's how everybody says. its been 9months fighting for all these. hopefully i would be strong enough to continue the fight. everything will be just fine. Everyday is a gift from god to us, appreciate and move forward. yea! Doc, im coming!