Sunday, January 31, 2010

this is the time

"have u all ever think to travel around after grad' and come back as a different person?" yea, who doesn't. but, the thing is does everyone has the budget? how much could i afford? 2k? 5k? 8k? or even more? my friends asked me along to liverpool. but, i gotta have a 10k, at least a 10k to fly over there. how i wish to gather around with them and travel around. somehow, it is totally out of my budget. 

in the other hand, i'm planning myself for a holiday as well. spending a time in local places is much better than dreaming for a flight without doing anything else (this is how we, poor student know to console ourselves la). however, since i havn't been to sabah & sarawak, this is the time! i wish to travel all by myself. but, if there're 3-4 friends along.. i'm happy with it. a tour like last time, the penang trip... no thanks.

my trip to hongkong has been postponed till the year of rabbit. ar~ postponed

Friday, January 29, 2010

she knows

巴士里,让司机载送的无聊时间, 靠窗的位子上,擦身而过, 倒退的风景。
窗前,透明镜子,若影若现,是自己的影子。
女孩,捧着数本参考书,来到一辆轿车旁,敲了敲关闭的车镜。 
门打开了,女孩上车。引擎开启,车离开了。我,随之跟上。 
女孩,幸福吗?是幸福的,然,她知道吗?她不知道。 
父亲幸福吗?是幸福的。然,他不说。 
父亲耐心等着孩子,女孩,又为父亲付出了什么? 
父亲爱女孩吗?爱。可女孩不懂。 
女孩爱父亲吗?爱。可女孩不说。 
为之,大雨的夜晚,父亲开着摩多车,女孩顶着雨衣,朝着补习中心开去。 
雨水好凶,不一阵,女孩让父亲把车驶回头。 
父亲担心女孩会淋湿,让女孩套上雨衣。
女孩担心父亲会病倒,不去了。 
女孩从后座下来。
父亲笑了。女孩笑了。 然,全身湿了。 
父亲感觉到吗?女孩不晓得。 
女孩发现了吗?女孩发现了。
按下警号。
我到了,一个人。笑了。想家了 


Thursday, January 28, 2010

just for fun

都是谎言 (by: yiehcin)

望着当日离去的你
泪光闪烁淌至心底
爱过,哭过,恨过
眼泪,湿了,干了
可我依旧还想念

幸福终究证明是个谎言
我只期望你的真心温柔地爱我
走过的多少岁月
你竟已忘了
我的真心随之被遗弃
那段誓言 哪怕全都是谎言

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

农历新年 chineseNewYear 2010

time to spend. spend for new cloths, shoes, pants, accessories, etc...etc. and somehow, things that i wish to get were out of my budget. gotta save some money for the coming holiday. coz, angpao doesn't means anything nowadays. gambling?? i will never win. 

center court stage

i'm waiting for the reunion dinner desperately. hang around with my friends and preparing stuff to welcome the "moneyGod" at 12am midnight. however, for sure... we all will kena scold by my mom. especially my poor daddy. aha. this is the nature of my family. for the passed 20 years, it has never change. what i have being told is, my mom is too tired preparing food for the reunion dinner. but, the fact is.. she is a hot temper person, honestly. aha. but, we all used to it. no prevention can be made, but there's a medicine to cure - my brother and mine secret weapon "my mother's side grandmother and auntie". they are the saver to calm the situation down. and we have already plan the schedule for this coming cny. aha. 

booth deco

wakes my brother up to fetch my grandmother and auntie from batuKikir. (if he still wanna sleep, i will ask for permission to drive them down)

place them in my house until my elder uncle arrive to visit us. (as my uncle's family always brings trouble to us and my brother sometimes cannot tahan them and felt irritating.) everything will be under control if my grandmother stays in my house. she's the one that we respected the most, so nobody would dare to do any stupid stuff. yea, everything will just be fine when she's around. 

the year of tiger

the plan should be perfect if there's no interruption in any how. then, we all - bro, sis, me and my dad will surely save from any "mummy attacks" aha. sounds scary ya. but, if the plan doesn't work well.. i have mentally prepared for it. yea, let's do it. 

Monday, January 25, 2010

snowMan 雪人

by:范晓萱 lyrics: 许常德 composed: 季中平


好冷 雪已经积得那么深
Merry Christmas To You 
我深愛的人  
好冷 整个冬天在你家门  
Are you my snow man?  
我痴痴 痴痴地等  
雪一片一片一片一片  
拼出你我的缘份  
我的愛因你而生  
你的手摸出我的心疼  
雪一片一片一片一片  
在天空静静缤纷  
眼看春天就要来了  

而我也将也将不再生存