Thursday, October 28, 2010

say something


sharron said, "hey is gonna rain soon."
shane said, "wat a busy day."
sally said, "is time to work things out."
stanny said,"jesus, i kena saman."
sky said, "bet this is what my girl friend want."

Johnny said, "i love Micheal Jackson."
Jeremy said, "what to eat later for dinner."
Juin said, "i think is better to keep myself a condom."
Jessie said, "can i have a slice of cake."
Jek said, "SONY is my best choice."

tammy said, "i wanna do manicure."
tracia said, "shut up, i hate that fella."
tom said, " yes, i've passed my final exam."
tania, "my dog is pregnant."
tiffany said, "speak slowly please."

Afread said, "i see you last night."
Adam said, "hey, what's up dude."
Adrian said, "Dinner for Schmucks, funny ooi."
Anatomy said, "my patient is dead."
Annie said, "today is my birthday."

kenny said, "she has a beautiful voice."
kian said, "i'm going to Paris."
Kimanari said, "i was fired."
karen said, "shit u bullshit, get lost!"
kumon said, "i need a break."

paul said, "i just bought a car."
penny said, "mom~ i'm not going for tuition."
posh said, "can you please give me a minute?"
paker said, "Art is my life."
pac, "good afternoon, poc speaking."

stef says, "i wish i got something to say..."

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

what's wrong

fever come and go. medicine finished but flu yet getting better.
what's wrong with me? i'm not going for doctor again la come on. argggghhh

Saturday, October 23, 2010

anEmpty Satuday

Again. Everything is getting back to the STARTing point.
An 'original' Saturday i spent at tappers. 'original' French toast with a 'original' teh panas. it's gonna be my brunch, my tea and might ended up as my dinner as well.

An empty Saturday.
Everything happened to be that fast, it begins with an ENTER; terminated with just a DELETE button.
Think few weeks back, there's still someone coming over to fill up my time. However, it will never happen again. Since all these while are so easily to be forgotten, i bet it was the right decision that i had ever made.

sneezing for the whole day, yesterday... catch a cold, sore throat, fever, cough... full set on. went for a doctor and my 60 bucks gone. here i got from my lovely doctor - antibiotic, a small cap of mint, paracetamol, dequalinum, medicine for flu and a bottle of dunno what it is call (taste like Listerine). my money~!!! sleep for the whole day taking all these stupid medicine. euu~

Somehow, felt much better wake up early this morning. dizziness gone, but still i'm making lotsa lotsa wantan. the amount of tissue paper that i have been using is more or less a little tree i guess. i'm trying to Go Green ok, but sorry, not for today~

Putting myself in such confusing path, I wish I'm somewhere else from now.

Stop sneezing! ish.


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

血癌1987-2010




















就这样,
他离开了大家。

血癌1986-2010

发现,那一刻,
唯独可以办到的竟是沉默。
认真地想,好好地思考。
如果,明天是到不来了的地方。
今天的你会为自己
和身边的人做些什么。

还来不及说再见
还来不及说。。。
这样的离去
愿那是最好的解脱

一路好走。

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Nothing 一种需要


我是诗人我是梦 我会是那带走烦恼和问题的路人甲
待哪天醒来 发现烦恼依然围绕
那会是我离开的一刻

是一种习惯 还是一种需要
是一种层次 还是一种多余

待哪天的问候不再蔚蓝 待哪天的问候不再温暖
那样离开的你
我会是怎样的一个人

发现了他的问候 短语一句
柔柔双眼
打开窗户
一道熟悉的曙光

发现,
那已成了习惯
习惯而变成的一种需要。
















Sunday, October 3, 2010

isTime放假吧


星期五在公司楼下的elevator摔了一交。尴尬是一定的了。不过,更担心的不知道会不会伤到腰。也庆幸没有敲到后脑。这对新鞋买得还真不是时候。昨天醒来,还真的有点不对劲。下了个决定回家找中医师去。搞了半天,在巴士上实在是度日如年。怎么开得像乌龟那么慢呀。。 八点多才到家。医师都关门去了。还好妈妈跟她很熟,开了开门让我看诊。

她那神手按下去,我的妈呀!痛。原来我真的伤到腰了。待我趴着,劝我这两天都别乱动了。只是,我第二天还真需要回kl,monday要工作呀。必须在这几天理清手头上的东西。
待医师替在我腰部贴了药,顺便妈妈唠叨一番,我只有在那边笑着。因为都习惯了。倘若那天妈妈不再唠叨,我才怕叻。
医师让我把脉,把了右手,再是左手。
一句:“你很怕冷吧?” 答:“天气冷的时候都会冷啊 =.=!”
医师,“你是不是都冲热水澡,都怕冷水?” 答:“其实,是!”

医师:“你身体很寒,脉搏非常弱,血气不足所以常常会有气无力。” 这下子好了,什么东西都给看穿了。其实,一向来,我也略懂自己的体质,只是,这次严重了。医师帮我量了血压,偏高。这种高,是身体偏弱引起的,不调理就得看西医,吃一辈子的西药。因为,我是有可能遗传妈妈血压病的一人。
这下还真是时候有借口让自己停下来了。就让自己放一下假咯。想想,也有段时间没有好好地放松自己了。从到kl念书开始,上课,assignment, parttime, free lance 到现在工作,是时候记住妈妈那句话了,“你念书都念了20几年,让自己休息一个2个月。。不过分吧。”原来,当时母亲已察觉到我的健康亮了红灯,才会告诉我的。现在,我才恍然。


医师开了两副药,一个是调理血气和经期的,一个是止痛和通血的。还不便宜,两星期后再复诊。至于,工作,也该告一段落了。虽然,日子不长,但,我都会永远记住,看到的,都会好好的参考。待身体ok了,我会为自己和将来有个更稳定的打算。