tomorrow. a better day to move on.

i have done my lip biopsy. hopefully the cut is the salivary gland we are looking for and not a fat tissue. else, i might need to undergo another cut again and im praying hard for not developing mucoceles due to the cut. finger cross.  today, my lips still numb and im not able to talk and chew. feel like having agelina jolin's lip but when i look at the mirror, everything looks normal. text my doc and he said it needs time for the numbness to go away. stay at home, be in the room, enjoying my drama series. i can't watch my favourite laugh out "Running Man" coz i cannot smile or laugh at all. sigh....  i have no expression at all today.

its been a while falling sick. 2 more weeks later im going back to see doc Kew. im still having gastric and i seriously hope that there's medicine to heal my ulcer. Hopefully she can treat me without undergo any surgery. and again finger cross. add oil stef. fighting alone is not scary as long as you believe tomorrow will be a better moment to move on. add oil.