Doc, im coming!

continuously updating your blog is not a simple task. true? yea, when u feel like lazy to type but to lay on the bed and sleep, this might be the best excuse not to update your blog - "im veli busy, veli veli tired!"

5 weeks passed. im still diagnosing what exactly happen in my body. Gastric, yea, i still having pain while eating. but recently i found out something weird, when only i eat Carbo, i get the pain, the rest seem fine. Am i recovering? im not pretty sure. But, i hope my soldier in my stomach are hardworking enough to fix the 2 little wound. medicine still on going for 1 month. hope everything will be okay. However, the scariest test is coming next week, where im having my mouth biopsy. doc told me after the little cut, i will not able to talk and eat like normal for a week!!! WHAT! FOR A WEEK!... and it is risky to do test where it gives side effects where some lump might grow inside your mouth which needed surgery to clear them off. but, if not doing the test, doc will never diagnose the exact sickness.. A double head knife is going to poke into my mouth soon!!! im afraid, im nervous, i don't wanna do this. but, i HAVE NO CHOICE!!!!

Anyway, anything happens, it happened. Accept, accept and accept. tiring dealing with all medical terms, medicine and docs. However, life must go on right? that's how everybody says. its been 9months fighting for all these. hopefully i would be strong enough to continue the fight. everything will be just fine. Everyday is a gift from god to us, appreciate and move forward. yea! Doc, im coming!