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Is me again!
seldom i post myself big big to let people see. tah lang.. this is how i look when i was small, students and now. my brother told me i look like 'guai mui' when i was a kid. but now looks like..."guai" (ghost) haha.**i realized 1 thing, i love to sengek to the left when taking photo...** why ar?

It's been a while since the very last time i drop by. keep figuring out what to be postted in order to make my blog looks nicer. shall i share about some design profile and portfolio which could be downloaded from internet? or anything about food...? or cosmetic...? or...etc. etc. there are so many good bloggers out there sharing something that we think is awesome. However, should i force myself to focus on just one theme or topic to earn money or to feed readers appetite?  Keep thinking...... it seems to be like an egg and chicken situation. whatever. but still im having a though in mind... how about "Bread Story"? cool har? since i love bread so much, so i think it might be a good idea... perhaps? haha
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by the way, im trying my very best to keep myself easy and happy. and i promise to live a happy life for myself. hehe. people ask me, how can this happen on a cool person. my answer is, "when u have gone through some life and death story, u will somehow realize the important to stay happy and appreciate your life." yes, im having problem on my lymph node. swollen node and tonsils since the last Christmas. i dun know how to express the fear i have been experienced so far but, the most important thing  is...now im still alive. to ensure the lumps' sizes is not getting bigger, hospital and clinic are the places i visited most nowadays. im getting use to it for the pass 6 months. and the very last check up review is, --the lump seems getting bigger--. im going back to hospital in this coming october to do the last review. the end result would be --surgery or keep the lump -- Im worried to tell my mom. she is a person that have alot of worries... and i seriously do not want her to worry about me. however, i have finally tell her about my situation last week. she seems to be ok when i tell her this. and i don't know why, i felt so much easy right after i express my illness. i wish to have my healthy body back. and i will keep trying. im happy to write this out. and im confident, i will get my health back soon. add oil stef!
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yeah! tomorrow is saturday! shall we begin with my very first bread story? we will see. stay tune! haha good night world.