is blue

Its been for so long I've got the word, burning in the air. can't remember why I keep it all.

Doors are cold... windows seem grey. Wave goodbye & my heart is blue.

I write a post, There's so much more to be said.

Wave goodbye & your heart is cold. Shed no tears I end my word.

I've got the word, burning in the air...can't remember why I keep it all.

It hurts me so...

Morning Sunday!

i'll be fine.

能记起，能记住，对我，那是种幸福。

人会在一定的时候，不小心让自己受伤。小小的伤口因为时间迅速扩张。

因为痛，所以发觉该疗伤了。也因为时间，伤口有天愈合了。

留下那深深的疤痕，时时刻刻提醒着当初的伤，当初的痛。

我不会让自己忘记，因为一生中所发生的每件事，都只有一次。从来都没有重来。

是生命的一部分，值得储存的一段记忆。

uncle gan 给了我一句 “wherever life brings you, there's always a reason, live with it, accept it, and you'll be good, even better。”

众多人眼里，我的放弃似乎太不应该了。他并不是赞成我，但也不反对。就用了他的方式让我轻松了很多。

衷心祝福我爱的每个人，曾经被爱，学着去爱。。。wherever life brings you， live with it, accept it, and you'll be good ...

星期二，晚安。

morning, Monday!

“休息的时候就休息，不要老想把事情带回家里做。。”

那天，senior那样告诉我。这道理，已有好几年不停地一再重复着。

当中的道理，那天我隐约弄懂了些。

长命功夫长命做。哪怕要用一辈子。既然是一辈子的事情，就慢慢地做。

也许是经验不足在作祟，很多时候都希望每件事情能按部就班地完成。但事实，再倔强，再固执下去也是一事无补。

我没有看透，也未真正地了解。但，我会好好记住。会好好地学着放手，学着平衡。

既然是自己选的，既然是自己想的，不要埋怨，也不能慌。

好好地让日子慢慢地过。

早安，星期一！

live for death

is raining out here. hey, how are you? it's been a time we say our last goodbye to each other. holding my phone, searching for your name. i thought, i'm still have the right to call you.. i need to talk... shall i call? or may i call? or is it good if i call ...? nope. i wish and i thought i could get myself out of u. but, the truth is.. i'm still drowning... a fantasy that you ever know, where i had mine on you.

1:46am no one awake.. i'm not good. seriously need to talk. is there anyone that i can call?

answer: no one...

an alert, a message...RIP

another friend of mine, left me behind to the heaven. 3 persons have gone. i ask myself... what is the purpose of life?...

i live to eat, to drink, to pee and to sleep

i live to lay, to crawl, to walk and to fall

i live to learn see, to talk and to sing

i live to study, to school and to exam

i live to yell, to fight and to blame

i live to sick, to cry and to cure

i live to earn, to spend and to lend

i live to love, to care and to hurt

everyone did

however i found the truth now: -

we live to die. an unpredictable DEATH that brings tears and sorrows...

i love you. to my dearest you in heaven.