live for death

is raining out here. hey, how are you? it's been a time we say our last goodbye to each other. holding my phone, searching for your name. i thought, i'm still have the right to call you.. i need to talk... shall i call? or may i call? or is it good if i call ...? nope. i wish and i thought i could get myself out of u. but, the truth is.. i'm still drowning... a fantasy that you ever know, where i had mine on you.

1:46am no one awake.. i'm not good. seriously need to talk. is there anyone that i can call?

answer: no one...

an alert, a message...RIP

another friend of mine, left me behind to the heaven. 3 persons have gone. i ask myself... what is the purpose of life?...

i live to eat, to drink, to pee and to sleep

i live to lay, to crawl, to walk and to fall

i live to learn see, to talk and to sing

i live to study, to school and to exam

i live to yell, to fight and to blame

i live to sick, to cry and to cure

i live to earn, to spend and to lend

i live to love, to care and to hurt

everyone did

however i found the truth now: -

we live to die. an unpredictable DEATH that brings tears and sorrows...

i love you. to my dearest you in heaven.